It seems like lately, I've become more and more depressed. Lost in my own thoughts. Lost in my own world. Sometimes thinking if medicine is even helping me or just making me tired and not wanting to do anything. I don't fit in half my pants anymore, it bothers me and then it doesn't. I want to get healthy again and again I don't care. When people ask if I'm alright, I reply yes. I sometimes don't even know who I am anymore. What happened to me? What happened to that awesome Erin that would get excited over everything? Who was outgoing and spunky. Was it becoming a wife and mother? Was it just me hiding from the actual pain I was in? I wish I wasn't like this, but then again who does? No one. That's it
No one.
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